August 2010
4 posts
sex
is the most amazing thing the human body can do. as long as you are amazing at what you do.
ugh I just want to pick up the earth with my bare hands and sqeeze it so hard it drips between the creases of my fist.
is that too much to ask for??
this life is our hell, and the good people are always the ones to die and go to a better place, while we all sit here in hell until we either do good n go to a bettr place, or die of old age
ouch
you could be rich or broke as hell, as long as you love my heart- I cannot tell.
July 2010
7 posts
if you had a shot of me, maybe you could have put down the bottle- but you wouldn’t even settle.
so bad
so good that I’m so bad, guanentee i’ll be the greatest thing you ever had- cause you ain’t never met nobody like me, an you ain’t gonna wanna fuck nobody else again
“Beamer benz or bentley?”
thinking is not an option. I must escape
it’s a little too late, to say that your sorry now, you kicked me wen I was down and you don hurt me, you don hurt me, no more.
you showed me nothing but hate, you ran me into ground, but what comes around goes around and I don need you, no more, don wanna see you, no more. ha bitch you get no love.
June 2010
4 posts
what’s life like now?
“life is a bitch
so die for her.”
-wayne
:/
you’re in my mind so much. tell me what you think about when you picture us making love, and where we would be if we still had eachother.
say it. really, al..
take want you want
earn what you need.
April 2010
1 post
fml hahaha damn
Immm 23 days clean from dope..
But I’m baked as a mothafucker..
March 2010
3 posts
“Life is short, I’m just trying to buy time.”
i realized
the pages in my book were never written, more so adlived. now i have a chance to write my book, and make it go the way i want it to go. there is no delete button- only backspace.
crazy shit happened, you wouldnt even believe if i began to tell you the story..but anyone can read this which is why im not going to say what happened..but i will sum it up and say; 1. dont go to jail..its not fucking worth it. 2. dont disown your family..its not fucking worth it. 3. dont do anything you can for drugs..its not fucking worth it. 4. dont do heroin. ITS NOT FUCKING WORTH IT. 5. do...
February 2010
3 posts
it’s amazing how people can make you feel so special, yet so replaceable.
crazy
1 tag
truth
I got my first tattoo. it says truth on my wrist.. in cursive of course(: that word has been in my life as long as I can remember, there’s a lot to it. I’m very happy with it.
I got an iPod touch and I love the Tumblr app(: life has many small good things about it, and usually 1 or 2 big bad things about it. you choose which is more important.
January 2010
1 post
life
it never gets easier. i can tell you that.
i wish i could go back 3 months. i want my life back. i want happiness. i want success. i want true friends. he ruined my whole life. my whole fuckin life. im never letting someone ruin my life again.
November 2009
1 post
wow
I haven’t been that fucked up in awhile. I threw up twice walking home! And I never throw up. And I still feel like shit :( luckily marcor walked me home and stayed with me for a few hours. He left at 4:10. I stayed up till 5 and started babysitting. Haven’t slept. Woooo hahahha the life.. Gettin some weed after babysittin then goin back to marcors!
Sometimes I don’t get how people think. At...
October 2009
6 posts
life is so weird. time for a toke, late
mike (8:12:38 PM): ur destined to be with a black guy
pain is temporary
as a matter of fact its gunna kill me, bitch.
September 2009
5 posts
Sometimes it feels like there is no point.. That everything gets worse before it gets better but also like everything gets better before it gets worse. It feels like I’ve come such a far way in my life and no one notices or cares, and they all like to point out the bad things instead of the good. You can NEVER be good enough. I’ve lost all my friends and realized none of them were even my true...
<3
“Love is a game that two can play and both win.”
october 11th
is coming up, 18th birthday here i come. california and boyfriend here i comeee!
August 2009
27 posts
at this point, i fucking hate mirrors.
“I realized dreams do come true if you’re patient, stay yourself, and keep...”
“11 days”
– with him<3
how could you talk to a girl like that? some people are so damn ignorant.
i think im going ana
OH WELL! golly oh gee i still need a job. my bestfriend is staying the night tonight, were going to watch “lil wayne behind the music.” cuz you know, we both love him to death..shes the one i went with to his concert! we had an amazing time. circuitttt<3
“My flow is too smooth, might murder you with ever word, body drop to the floor...”
– hahahaha! freestylin with my sisters boyfriend.
forever
hottie
hopefully i get hired there! my boyfriend is ahmayzing
in desperate need of a job!
falling so rediculously hard..
sick :/
head hurts, throat hurts, temp of 99.7 lets hope i wake up feeling better.
3 hours.
the best i’ve ever experienced. gunna go drug test today, return a library book, go to the store, and hangout with my besties.
every little thing in this world seems so much better now.
i can’t explain the feelings i am having. i dont think anyone else will matter in my life except for him. he keeps me happy and always makes me feel better. he makes me smile, laugh, and have uncontrollable butterflies. i know we will never leave each other, i know we will make forever come true, and i know some day i am going to be so in love and the future is going to be the best one i...